Another night spent with you. We had quality time together; we painted the factory white, had dinner & then went back to your place to chill out & watch Blue Mountain State. Time always flies by quickly when I’m with you and before you know it, it hit 2am & it was time to go home. I didn’t want to leave you alone in bed. I wanted to just lie there - kiss your lips, scratch your scalp, lick your face & cuddle. I wanted your hands in mine & your legs wrapped around me.
Whenever I kiss you good bye, I kiss you as though it might be the last time I am able to kiss your lips or to hold you; as though I will never see you again. But deep down, I know its because I am afraid that one day I will lose you. Even though one the chance of being separated from each others lives is plausible, I want to make the most of staying in yours. I am happy to lie there while you sleep and touch your face softly with my hands or be there for you when you want to rest your head on me; or tell you I love you at every opportunity that I get; or kiss you on the forehead whenever I please. I just know that every moment I am with you, I want to make the most of it & bask in your love - & I hope you feel the same x
